::mending the broken pieces of my life::

Merdeka day is just few days away, but the heat is yet to be felt…
many said, go to hell with merdeka’s day…it is just like the other day..but with holiday attach to it..
and many believe in globalization, the world without boundaries.we should think global and act universally..so, being patriotic is a lame stuff..we should not worry about the country anymore because the country is only a piece of land with name, in where u r residing…the government will take care of it..full stop.
but ironically, i believe inversely. modernization has its toll to pay. and the price has shown up.
will you let strangers to invade your house or let your house open when you are not around because you believe in globalization. you wont isnt it.
look at the conditions of the country. a 5 years old kid can tell ours are not in a manageable one.
i am not pointing fingers, but i believe DSAI invites these chaos and the not-so-firm PM makes thing worst.
i’m not telling you DSAI is a bad person or i am doubting his good akhlak. but will u let someone who believe too much in globalization, and badmouthing  your country before strangers lead you…
will u let someone who set up chaos and let strangers to get involve in our own country’s affair to be our leader?..
i wont…
people should think about this…
tun Mahathir despises Israel, America and its sekutu, but he is labelled vicious.
but him who shouted about ‘keadilan’ and invites the unstability of the country is being idolised….
i doubt wether the country will meet its happy ending this coming merdeka….

yesterday was the day…
the D-day…
i was standing rite behind him..only inches away..
i can see the wrinkles on his face,listen to his very own voice and the most importantly, i know he is wearing CASIOSport watch…=p
he is so simple yet, the aura is so huge..it hits everyone present tremendously…
i can see everyone present were so eager to meet him,shaking his hand,taking pictures and tell him how much they love him and how much he meant to the country..
this moment really moved me…=)…
for all this while, i’ve been only watching him on TV, reading his blog for like everyday, studying about him and his contribution to the country…and now i was just standing inches away behind him!!!..
i was standing behind Tun Dr Mahathir u know..hahahhaha…
this was the moment that i wont fail to tell my son…the proud moment…=)

omg!!..i just realize m actually a NERD!!…

for the facts that:

• i read books..a lot!!..i do books more than muvi,games,party,club,karok etc…
• i can tell u every detail  of HARRY POTTER more than i can tell u about GODFATHER…
• i worry more on incomplete assignments than Rainforest festival
• i always wanted to wear casual smart with tie,white longsleeve,sleek black pants and polished leather shoes (..and driving BMW..hehe)
• i now listen to Jason Mraz ..
• i dont smoke..(sometimes,only if u offer me non-menthol)
• and for many other details that i wont dare to disclose here ..scary!!

o my god!!