when life dissapproves…..
Some said, “life is a long journey, choose the right path and you will come to the desired end”. Others said, ‘life is too short, so live life to the fullest”. Many know exactly what they want in life.
Ironically, I am 21, yet I don’t know what I long in life. I’m lost in the middle of the journey, yet somehow, I don’t know how to get back to the starting line; or maybe its just me that refuse to return to the turning point. I used to be the not-so-complicated-boy –next-door who once has set his eyes upon the finishing line. i knew what I wanted in life, I knew exactly what were my strengths, and most importantly I have pride in my own self.
In the past, I too have lost once. but somewhere along the line, I met few wonderful ppl that to these days I value the most. They pulled me back together; giving me strength to undo some mistakes that I’ve made n gave me some spaces in their live. So I fitted in…
But these years, I lost again. Not to mention how many times literally I fell to the ground. I’ve lost the soul to continue this journey. To me it’s a damn cold long journey and I don’t even see how soon or where it will end. So it freaks me to the hell. I did look where all this hell things have gone wrong. But I cudnt find the exact answer.let alone putting it back together.
Was it because, along the way, I’m losing all the wonderful ppl that I used to have once?
Was it because the search of my own self has not come to its end?
Or was it because, me myself is just a pathetic loser…
So, I just let it be…
I used to believe in the soul of friendship
I used to believe in every cloud has its silver lining
I used to believe in efforts and success
And I used to believe in love and happy ending
But today, I don’t.
Don’t ask me why, because I do not have the answer
However, I hope those feelings that I have in the past, will come back again some days………
April 7th, 2008 at 2:15 am
of coz u hv d answer..d answer is within u …u’re d one who choose ur life path..
mek org sebagai SAHABAT xkan lari dr kau..remember ya!!!
April 7th, 2008 at 4:28 am
seriously dude..like i said jz now, u r longing 4 ur fren, 4 ur comfort zone wf them, ur glory days wf them.. n ur feelings when u r wf them..
i dunno whether i’m right or nt.. bt dwelling too much about da pass can sometimes hurt u.. cz da facts all the pipel dat we cherished no longer around us will nvr change.. bt it doesn’t mean dat they are gone,they are there.. living their life in pace.. so must u..
like meera said, ur true dear fren will never leave u. hold on to that.. believe that no matter wat hepen 2 u, smebdy out there do think of u.. and they care too.. if u just put a bit of ur trust to them and 2 urself 2..
life is already complicated.. a friend of mine once said.. why make it mre cmplicated..
yeah.. it’s not easy i know.. coz in the end everything depends on u..
let it be that 1 day we all gather 2gather n hve stories of our own dat we wanna share.. we talk n laugh bout da good old days.. n life right know maybe a struggle 4 some bt mb oso a blessing 4 sme smday..
live well mate.. u decide which road u r takin…
April 7th, 2008 at 7:09 am
I’m sure you know what to do bro.
April 7th, 2008 at 8:13 pm
quoted:
“The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this:
Decide what you want.”
~by Ben Stein~
go nazrinn go! yeww can dewww ittt!
April 8th, 2008 at 3:56 am
hey hey.. welcome to blogging!
well, life is always unfair if we see it that way. but if u try to view it fm a different angle, u’l surely fine d good side of it. d key is to be special.. not typical.. =)
April 8th, 2008 at 4:10 am
susah ,senang we will faced it tgether pal..:)
April 9th, 2008 at 12:36 am
eyp…dh bce dh ur blog… x abis2 remind bout ur blog huh..jgnla serabut2 k. we always be there 4 U..mb u je yg xnk share ur prob rite..always keep it alone je..just contact me if u wanna share anything k.. [-.-]