::mending the broken pieces of my life::

its 11 in the morning, n i’ve just woke up from my long,nice comfy sleep in the arms of my honey…(oppss,the last part was only my wild imagination,uwauwuawu.. sorry ustaz ~~..hehe)..

dis morning m quite taken aback of my own lackness of kesedaran since it has been like few weeks i have skipped my 8 o’clock class…

x phm la y my eyes susah sgt nak bkk time2 pg yg gelap, (kini sudah terang, ak adik mu, dan engkau abg—> uish my fav song ni, even b4 dis grup femes cam gempak kat local scene, i dh pnh dgr dah dis song…bangga la siot..thnx to my rumet for always introducing me with indie2 band yg bakal2 gempak)…err back to my point la..

i just cant help from closing back my eyes though my alarm was screaming like  pompuan-nak-beranak…or pontianak-nak-berak…ey..ryhme la those 2 sentences kan…x ksh la..both will do…n after a few times of snoozing, my hand will slowly hit the stop button n there he goes, sleeping happily ever after lps tu…everyday also like that, m quite lethargic la with this feeling of guiltiness..but somehow, esok buat lgi..after that, nyesal lagi..than buat lagi….and up to this peak point, m so used to the guiltiness feeling, so i just let go la…just follow the flow,bak kata org tua2 kan…

last nyte, sambil2 doing my assignment, i, due to kebuhsanan yg tahap moksya,  terdownload AF concert yg plg latest…since ppl always keep talking about it, and among the rumors are ;got old-nearly-dead lady la, big sis of the so called our great singer of the centuryla, anuar zain wannabe la…so due to my high curiousity n of coz sbb nak on par with the others…i donload la…and the result of my so called high curiosity, i ended up watching a bunch of wannabe singers that i tot the level of their singing is sgt2 worst compare to the previous AF…gosh..it was so gross watching them (with all the drama thingy)…i just cannot keep myself from swearing and cursing..sorrila ppl…its the evil part of me yg kluar if i see sumthing unpleasant..x like i wanna curse u ppl…hahah..normally my evil part always tell the truth…plss laa..plsssla….giv us sumthing that worth voting for..(x like m gonna vote anyway, i remember the first and the last i wasted my 50cents worth sms for this kind of show, i was voting for Marsha…tu pon sbb my lil sis fancy her, n now where she stands in the industry)..see, wut a waste kan…

dis few days, m kinda tired jaga hati org…so iwanna have a blissful rest this weekend..starting mlm ni la..esok i dh consider weekend since only got one class left…mcm nak cuti je..ngehngehngeh…

dis few days to come, m looking forward on some upcoming "events"..i guess that wud give me some lights to my dulllife in this desert like place…plus,anyone that havent give my besday present, pls do so, sbb this month pon dh nak abis……..

ppl, i really need my motif hidup back…n my life has been so dull since then…

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